Nama saya Ayie. Saya suka makan.

2008-09-04T19:45:00.002+08:00

And so I've heard.
Hahaks. You guys
won't be seeing much
of me here anymore
toodles. Ask me only
if you're an avid reader.

2008-09-01T01:13:00.003+08:00

Selamat Berpuasa! Let's all attempt to complete this 30 days with as much good deeds and wash away those sins. Insyaallah.

2008-08-24T13:55:00.002+08:00

Went to the gig popcorn playa yesterday with Hairil and Zia. After a long time not meeting each other, hell we do know how to bitch! hahahaha. Ouhhh went to meet the rest after that, the old timers. Abang-abang NS (:

I watched The Hottie & The Nottie and god, it's a sexy movie. But only at a few selected parts. Mainly because there's Paris Hilton hahaks. To think its gonna be a sexy movie with my judgement of the title, actually its not ALL sexy in the whole movie. It has a slice of love and comedy too. Well it's not that funny but there's irritatingly disgusted scene available hehs. Nevertheless, just watch it if you're bored.

2008-08-22T16:34:00.002+08:00

I've done a terrible mistake recently and got myself into deep shit. Thank god I've got friends who really do care for me. Goes to show how grateful I'm supposed to be for having you guys by my side. I'm sorry if I have not been as caring. Now that I'm free from encumbrances, hopefully I'll learn from my mistakes and learn to cherish what I had. I've turned over a new leaf, believe it or not.

On a lighter note, I need a new job. =)

2008-08-05T19:36:00.004+08:00

Arghhhh! Sickening exams. Failed a few on the recent ones. Gotta buck up for this one. Sheesh. God please. Please ease my mind. Mug, mug, mug! =) Exams have not even start and yet some of us have planned the post-exam activities. Hahaks! We've got clubbing on Ezul's birthday, combined pit party, flea market and also soccer competition. Pretty packed huh? And numerous counts of get together with all of you. That's gonna be life after exams but work is a must too. Gotta save that money for my leisure hehs. Happy National day to Singapore the money country in advanced!

Ain! Ayie! Ain! Ayie! Ain! Ayie!

2008-07-19T16:26:00.004+08:00

I never liked being bossed around. Who does? If everyone in this world is in a healthy mind, yeahh you should be thinking the same. Never be bossed around. You know guys, instead of giving orders, you can always say please or end the order sentence with the simple word CAN?. These are the people I see around nowadays. Some tends to feel big and therefore act big. I may be that rude to boss people around, but never would I do it again. What's so big about me? I admit I'm no one to be afraid off. I'm a peanut. No big deal. But I have my rights to withstand. If you think you're the order-ing type. You fucking stop the fucking act. No point of you having friends in this world or at least the healthy friend. And yeahh I used to think criticising your friend is no big deal. Yeahhh yeahh, yada yada yada. That's how I used to accept things and criticism but not now bro. If you're that smart or cool or "lover" or an eye candy or a hotstuff perhaps, then woahhh I keep myself lay low. Other than that, you're fucking no one to criticise me.

I'll always cherish the original misconception I had of you.

2008-07-13T23:57:00.002+08:00

My very first event went perfectly well as how I'd describe it. I would like to have all of you guys who came down be it helping, supporting or participating to know that I really appreciate it. And special thanks to Khai for guiding me through this first event. Congratulations to the winners and as for the others who did not manage to clinch any award, you guys were the best too. I saw some magical talents and also gangster talents for which I'd rather not explain because it really shows immaturity. Hopefully you guys do not take these arguments into deep account because it's only little shit brothers. Please do not bother getting mad and cause some immoralities in the courts. That's entirely unnecessary. On my side, I would want to apologise for any mistakes on that very day. Other than that, I really had a good time managing this event. My very first official event hehs. Proud kapeee..?

Hahaks
ps; I'm more mature that you are.

2008-06-30T03:27:00.002+08:00

I've no self-confidence. There you go. I'm not myself lately. Been rather impatient and yeahh, I do get emotional for no outstanding reason. My apologies to whom it may concern. I want to be secondary three again. All those joyous times. Sigh, only the closest knows how I'm feeling and I do feel relieved telling you guys what I felt. Johor trip was the ish and I'm really looking forward for these get-aways again.

2008-06-17T00:26:00.004+08:00

Recently over a month, I've fed myself with 3 random romance movie which I believe has done well in giving out the message. Pretty inspired myself. So if you guys have nothing to do at home and wish to give your "feminine" side a treat, hahaks here you go!

The She Found Me.

The Jane Austen Book Club

A Simple Promise

2008-06-03T02:10:00.004+08:00

It has been 2 hours since my 20th birthday has passed. I'm thankful to god that I have such thoughtful friends who decided to come down and celebrate my 20th at Arab St. Mad props to Ahmad Fadhuli. You were a great planner. I can't thank you enough for this year, my second decade has been my best and I'm not lying. My best birthday by far. It was full of surprises, ecstatic, highs and laughter and not forgetting sabotage. I had cakes on my face, top and shorts. Once a year, not a problem hahaks. It was memorable and so that makes it unforgettable. I want all of ya'll to know, that it really was sweet and I could've cried for that. The fact that I wasn't is because that I choose the times to cry, unfortunately not in public. Hehs. For all of you who remembered and wished me I'm grateful to know you guys, my close ones.

I love my 20th. Amin.

2008-05-26T00:27:00.002+08:00

Yet another great day spent with Ariff and Fadhuli.

Shared lots of common interests and learnt more about each other.

Only thing that separates us is that they're attached!

And your home boy here's not. Lols.

Will you be mine? Anyone? hahaks.

2008-05-14T00:22:00.004+08:00

It's been kinda an interesting day plus funny as always. First up, Captain Rosli class. The way he hit back on our jokes has always been a classic one. Your dog or what?! Lols. keeps me cracking Capt. Next up, its the GEMs project. Hahaks. For those who are unaware of the GEMs I took this semester, it's physicology & counselling. We're supposed to show how far we understood the temperaments. Things like sanguine, choleric, melancholic and another fucktard I've forgotten. Hehs. And so since Gurvin, Dinah and Faz is in the same GEMs class, we've decided to create a group with Rifdie. Our group planned to do newscasting with the different temperament in each actors. Its was a blasted day not forgetting my most embarrassed act so far which I must say is a little bit too exposed should I say it here. Hahaks. Video was fine and fun. Most probably I'd have it uploaded in YouTube after the finalised production.

After those actor-cum-journalist-wanna-be project, I have some unsolved problems with Fadhuli which has to be done. Finally got the invoice from Khai and so both of us proceeded to Bugis to get his lappy charger fix or should I say exchanged. As soon as we boarded the train, everyone has got their own hobby to do while I sat in front of Fadhuli and rot. Just as we reached Bugis, a silly, funny yet upsetting action happened. When we were exiting the door, yeahh expect the expected. Everyone's pushing here and there. Kiasu as Singaporeans would say. Moments later, there was this loud 'thud!' and the next thing I knew, someone fell right in front of the door. Shucks I really thought and hoped it was Fad that fell because it would have been the next best joke in school the next day but nooooo, it wasn't him. Instead, it was this old Indian man. About 5 person were watching him lying flat, faced down on the marble floor. Goshh, no one gave a helping hand! I know he was giving this signal that "I'm okay, I'm okay". But still??! It seems kinda funny but yeahh I can't afford to laugh. Where has all my senses go to should I do that. So, i gave him a lift on the arm so he could stand. The fucking Chinese guy who pushed him has only sorry to say. That's perfect "Humanitarian". Pfft. After that unwanted incident, we managed to have a glimpse of the cheap watch dealer at The Bencoolen. Had some laughs as per normal. Soon after, we managed to get his charger changed at Sim Lim.

The most romantic part has yet to come. We managed to have a meal at Long John Silver. What's so special about that? We actually did the same thing for almost like 3-4 times? Hahaha pretty memorable. Had some talks and shits. And so that's how the day ended with Fadhuli. Hahaha. Shopping on Friday. Still considering bro. About the idiot picking his nose in the train, he must have not done that for like 3 months. Tsk tsk tsk, in the train? What a bad habit. And the Bangla will get his retribution for cheating your feelings. He will one day. Curse you ESPPIT bangla! Hahaha. Totally awesome day and group of friends.

I'm missing a few people right now. Sighhs.

2008-05-03T03:02:00.002+08:00

Few random thoughts that I've been thinking.

- Ladies in Navy uniform is the SEX!

- Thinspire really is awesome

- Yeahh, my blog's dying

- Ayie? Shuffling? Hahs!

- I love my new desktop

- 17, 18, 19 May is really anticipating

- It's time I find some girl to be with

- That love note at work, hopefully she'll find it. Hehs

2008-03-15T11:51:00.003+08:00

Watched The Leap Years recently and I must say for a Singapore movie, it's fantastic. Did that with my Sentosa colleagues and right after the movie, we had a trip to Sentosa as "Guests". And absolutely, it was a well spent day. We paid $8.00 for 2 Sky rides and 3 Luge down. Definitely could have got more. Hahaks. And since no one wants to watch Song of the Seas, I strike it out. Perhaps I'll watch it with my cousins! Hehs. I've got the whole Soundtrack for The Leap Years and gosh, the songs melts me. I'm still scrimping and saving for my bike. Really hope I can have it out before school reopens. Shucks.

Right now, I've just came back from an overnight at school. Played with Fauzi's Phantom and Kah Woon's Vespa. Hahaks both bikes are nice! Kah Woon's light, and Fauzi's comfy. But I'd still go for my dream bike hehs. We did some bonding session among each other, made new friends, talked to OLD "friend" hahaks. Somewhere at 0300hrs, about 7 of us went to the school's pool discreetly for a session of skinny dipping! Hahahaha! I swear swimming with and without your swim wears are totally different. I prefer skinny! roflmao!

Well so far, this has been the only chance. Might find the opportunity again next time hehs.

2008-03-03T00:01:00.003+08:00

I gave a portion of my pay to my parents and somehow there's this feeling of (Ohh I'm so proud of myself) when they smiled and took it. It felt almost that I've done a leap year of good deeds. But nevertheless, I will never be satisfied with what I've given my parents. They obviously did much more for me and respect is never enough.

And so I'm doing my best not to spend on unnecessary items so that I can at least save and have my bike out before school re-opens. Hopefully my parents trust me and give as many blessings as I may need. Got to be discipline more and even more nowadays. I feel that something's not right with myself at work. Goshh I do not know why. And I have irritating friends who's fucking not in the matured mind. Still in the 80's I believe. But I do not ignore them hehs. At times, you must always be there for your friends when they need it. But not all the time I supposed.

I Like Chinese Girls & I Cannot Lie! Hahaks.

2008-02-21T22:39:00.003+08:00

I came across Dynna's Friendster Blog the other day and I couldn't help but grabbing her hilarious post on Mats & Minahs. Hairil's gonna love this one. Enjoy bro!

The Contemporary Mat Dictionary

Gua [goo-wah] noun – What some mats and minahs use to call themselves. Similar in using “lu” when referring to others. A legacy that dates back to the times of Mat Rocks back in the early 80s.
A common trick that can be played on Mats is to ask them to translate the English phrase “Monkey Cave” into Malay. The mat will then say “Gua Monyet” (I'm a monkey).

Mat [mat] noun – To the rest of the world, the word simply means a Malay guy. But within the Malay community itself there is a growing disparity in consensus to its actual meaning. Popularly, it's used to denote a guy who converses primarily in Malay, as opposed to the more “English speaking” types. Favourites of the mats include tapered jeans, trucker caps and weepy Malay songs with sickeningly suicidal lyrics.

Matrep [mat-rape] noun – An extreme version of the mat. In addition to the usual mat accessories, a matrep will also come adorned with tattoos and matching body-piercings in weird corners of his body.

Minah [mee-nah] noun – An expression used to denote a Malay female. Derived from the popular Malay name, Aminah, which used to be all the rage some time ago. It was sort of the “in-thing” to name your daughter Aminah back in the 60s and 70s. In fact, legend has it that if you go to Geylang Serai market and shout “Hai Minah!” at least a quarter of the makcik population there is going to turn around and smile at you.

Picit [pee-chet] adjective – When a mat tells you to “picit” him, it does not mean that he is trying to be cheeky (or gay, if he is talking to a fellow mat). It simply means that the mat wants you to call him on his mobile. What were you thinking?

Relaksuah [ree-lek-soo-wah] adjective – Official slogan and life motto of the mats and minahs.

Sial [see- yal] noun / adjective – A full stop in every mat's sentence. Eg: “Tadi aku nampak accident sial Rabak sial Aku tak bedek sial Kesian sial” Translation: Just now I saw an accident (full stop) It was bad (full stop) I'm not kidding (full stop) Poor guy (full stop)
In its purest form, “sial” means “jinx” but mats have refined the art of using the word to include it at the end of their every sentence. Also comes in the more polite form “siak” and “siul” for those who do not want to sound too crude.

Skank [s-kank] adjective - A favourite weird-looking dance performed by mats and minahs. Usually done at any of the various gigs that mats and minahs love to congregate at. At times, you do detect evidence of artistry in the dance but most of the time they just look like they've been possessed by the ghost of a restless retard.

Sowie [soh-wee] adjective – An expression of apology used by minahs. Commonly used in SMS and instant messaging. Actually they can just use the word “sorry” like every normal human being but minahs think that it will make them sound extra cute to deliberately talk that way. Example : “I will be late. Sowie!”

Step [se-tep] adjective – To beguile, dissimulate or impersonate something or someone that they are not. Also commonly used to describe a fellow mat or minah who acts in an arrogant manner. E.g.“Kau jangan nak step tak tahu eh?” Translation: Don't you dare feign innocence in this matter. Can also be used as a gerund e.g. “stepping”. See next entry.

Step Jambu [se-tep jam-boo] adjective - What minahs do when they are sitting alone in a train and a group of mats walk in. It is a general exercise where the minah “controls” her facial muscles and posture in a way that would make her look her best. This would usually involve looking incessantly at her handphone for no particular reason.

Stoppit [setop-eet] adjective – A general expression of intolerance and dismay. When a minah uses this phrase, be very careful for it signals that she is about to lose her cool or get very violent.
Usually directed by minahs in an annoyed manner, followed by the postfix “seh”, “siak” or “sial”. (See entry for “sial” above) Eg: Apasal ngan perangai kau hari ni? Stopitsiak!
Transalation : What's up with your attitude today? Enough of it already for goodness' sake!”

2008-02-18T22:58:00.003+08:00

I was disappointed upon realisation recently. It might seem naive but I kind of treasured someone without her knowing it obviously. Didn't know it could happened but it just did. Sighing for the dilemma will never solve anything but itstead, I guess we would never be close at all. I flew too high and now I'm losing my breath. But its okay, my atmosphere has always been the lower one. =)

Today's 18th February 2008.

5 months ago was 18th September 2007.

3 days before that was a nice day to start.

Well it ended just as nice today.

I'm ecstatic!

2008-01-31T21:18:00.000+08:00

Work has been tiring for a start. Will get used to it because I have very interesting colleagues! hehs. And the speacial day is drawing nearer. Hope everything goes on well so that not anymore money is wasted. First pay? Pay all my debts be it my parents, bills and such things which shouldn't be kept waited. I've got to get that Levi's watch and new slippers from Nike, since I have the Nike B.I.R.D voucher from the Poly50 competition. Or should I just get a new pair of identical stolen havaianas I lost last year? Or maybe a new hardisk? Hehs.

Ouhh and I've just made a new best friend! hahaks. Hope my job's not gonna tired me that much and I'm so not gonna be a cashier. Don't wanna risk having my pay cut because of short cash. Pfft.

On top of it all
I want a new blogskin can?
Heee =P

2008-01-24T00:28:00.001+08:00

Went to fadhuli's crib for a class get together but only few turned up. Namely Rifdie, Nas, Luqman, myself and of course Fadhuli. Started the day by swimming since the sun's giving in to us. Played some ridiculous diving and water polo on floats. Hahaha, those nicotine does drag us down. Went for the wash up and decided to hit the sauna! Fucking hell it was fun. We sweat like no one's fucking problem dude. Soon as we hit the showers, we took the spray head off and did some serious shower fights. Water splurting here and there. And like Ahmad said, Rifdie got the best water pipe. Lmao.

As we're done with the shower, we smoked by the pool and changed our clothes. That's when all them kinky pics of us in our trunks, boxers and towels come about. Four guys in a room, gay parade or what? hahaks. And so we begin our movie marathon but ended up watching 2 movies which is Four Brothers and Too Young To Die. Luqman came by while we were watching the movies. Done that, we went for smokes again and bought more snacks. Things finished by 6pm and then we're off to Simpang Bedok. We had our dinner and then off to Changi Airport's Terminal 3. Its fucking gorgeous! Played daidi and Bluffs. Cracked some jokes as usual and got stucked with Hazmi's "Betooooooooool". Hahaha. Pics was perfect as we cam-whored all way long. Such a memorable day. Next up, hope the class chalet will turn up okay. *crosses finger*

2008-01-18T18:30:00.001+08:00

Exam's all done! Happy Holidays to all SMA students. Now I've got to find myself a job. I've got to support myself and not depending on my parents you see. Its the simplest thing any child would understand. If you've got to buy something of pay something, you know getting a job is the best situation. Not lazing around at home thinking that "Ouhhh, god's pouring me money today! Let's fucking wait for the fucking money." Hehs, not my kind. I'd rather work biatch.

Put aside hanging around with friends you trust. If you choose to hang around then by all means, but do not ever trouble them or your parents. They've enough trouble finding money to feed ya. My fucking point right now is, I need a job hahaks. Fucking long-winded ayie! Not trying to ask for sympathy but if you guys do have "lobangs", please do contact me. Cause I need the job for real or my 3 months holidays are fucking wasted. Untill then I'm gonna browse thru what I've got for now. Ouhhh ya, when it comes to opportunity, do be choosy.

Hahaha that was fucking fun! Went for a sheesha session yesterday as soon as school ends. Officially out of school! Wooooo! What's new? I've Cutted my Hair! To a bloody Mat Rep outlook.

-__-"

But then, it won't be long till my hair's gonna be fluffy again. Okay Ain?? hahaks. Hope all of my friends had a wonderful start for 2008. Misses for all of you whom I've not met for quite awhile. Monday's a day out to a friend's crib far to the end of Singapore. Movie marathon! And to all my lovely cousins waiting for your O's results,

ALL THE BEST!!
LOVE YOU GUYS MANY2!!

Captain Rosli! You Rock!

My Law Lecturer, Dennis

Yours Truly,

2007-12-11T00:07:00.000+08:00

Recently, I got to know that my classmate is representing Singapore in one of the Sea Games event! How cool! lols. Wish I can make a difference in the Medals tally so far but yeahh, I haven't reach that particular level. hehs. Anyways, tomorrow will be a school touring day for me. But this time round, I'll be touring the newbies. Muahaha. Hope I can see familiar faces. Ouhh I hate my Logistics & Inventory System lecturer Capt Anil Varma. He's just hate-able.

Do not blame me. Since Capt Chatur claimed that he reads student's blog, hehee.

HALOOOO!

I still HATE Anil fyi.

2007-12-02T22:17:00.000+08:00

Bored Sunday mornings, with nothing to look forward to other than rest. But I've got a wedding invitation from the secondary classmate. Her sister is getting married and she took the oppotunity so that we could gather and have a "meet up". Hehs, it was fun but the idea of killing two birds with a stone did not go quite well. Only a handful turned up. Hmmmm can't be bothered.

Other than that, I stayed home the whole day not rotting. I was youtube-ing on the search for any Jang Nara videos. And of course, what appeared was her best acted drama soundtracks. Gosh I miss that show. My Love Patzzi. And everytime I watch the clips, well, it reminded me of the ex girlfriend. We enjoyed this show very very much. Fucking sad story. Gonna need to find the whole episode now. Kinda in the mood you feel me? lols.

Ouhh, almost forgot. I've lost most of my hp contacts! When you see me, gimme your updated hp no. pls! thks =)

2007-11-25T23:50:00.000+08:00

Everything changes.
Be it to friends, families and surroundings. But let's just say that I'm taking it down more to friends. You can see two groups. Which previously was a happy family. Maybe it's just the surrounding. Everything interlinks from where I see it. A huge happy family broke down with effect of the surroundings. I'm not going to mention what it is. I just felt neglected and starting to think that I'm unsociable. Well maybe it's due to me having to much friends and not having the time to communicate constantly.

I still believe that I have friends who has not change and we're as happy as the first day. What disappoint me terribly was the massive change I've seen and I honestly felt. I'm no dumb ass kid. I know it when I know it. So guys, I've nothing to do but to let it be. Do not go on saying that I'm not putting in any effort to get my desires. People just change dude. And they change instantly with influences. I'm not sure if this will cause any difference in any of my friend's life.

You guys decide..

2007-11-09T01:53:00.000+08:00

Woooo my 100th post! Sweet! I've just realised it lmao and this absolutely means I haven't been paying attention to updates. But its okay, I'm updating. There's lots of random things that I want to bring up but I'm just naming a few. Namely... President's car are bullet proof (dumb ayie! duhh), Singapore afterall has caring citizens and I want to be in any flight! anywhere will do! I just want to feel wad I've felt 16 years ago. Hmmmm my "project" is going on well and hopefully it'll ends before next year. I've been listening to Paramore recently and gosh its the best! Especially when the lead singer is cute! lols. So think i'll leave the pictures to do the talking now. Enjoys! Ouhh, ouhh one more thing! I Love candid shots!

SP intrudes RP!

Congrats macha on the 4 points!

She insisted that I take her pic! cute!

Alt's engagement ceremony.

Another round after exams?

Awww ayie's tired of studying.

2007-10-24T22:43:00.000+08:00

I participated in the Canon Photo Marathon 2007 on the previous Saturday before going out with the dome kids. The competition was such an expose where I get to spend the whole day taking quality photos, sharing opinions with Izza and Sarah, reprimanded by shop house landlords, sticking glues cigarette-to-finger and lastly an enjoyable moment in Sentosa. It was really a superb day. Ouhh, and Happy 16th Birthday to my dearest cousin Izza. Loves from the top to the toe. All the best for your O's and so goes to you Nadia.

Anyways, I have my opinions too on the 377A. It states that Under Singapore's law 377A, a man found to have committed an act of ''gross indecency'' with another man could be jailed for up to two years, although prosecutions are rare. Goshh, it all started with an online petition. Its understood that if the number of signatures required to have the case brought is acceptable, the law MIGHT be changed after all. To have a wider view, if now we've seen this kind of petition going on, can we expect something much ridiculous to be changed in law? Could smoking be banned entirely? Maybe alcohols can never be consumed again? How about 12 months of jail for any file sharing via Internet?

Singaporeans are getting braver each day. Thing is, no one said u couldn't but please be more thoughtful of what you're getting into. I totally disagree with gay sex in Singapore though I must say I'm not that conservative to give an opinion. Its just a disgustedly act which is to be despise.

Happy 16th Birthday Izza!

2007-10-03T21:09:00.000+08:00

It's 10 more days till Hari Raya Aidil Fitri comes. Been trying to fast for the whole month now. Just when Satan was locked up, I realised that there's much more unwanted devils still walking around freely and better still, they hang out at mosque. I'm over it luhh. You guys continue doing what makes you happy. Hopefully I won't be as foolish as i was like the two fugly incidents. Anyways, I've got very interesting modules this semester. Modules like Maritime Law, Insurance, Critical Reasoning Skills, Know Your Rights and much more. These are the sufficient knowledge one would be craving for so as not to be bullied by the ridiculous law of the world.

We must always keep in mind that we have our rights. But you people do not come claiming your rights with dumb reasons. That's plain bullshit. I consider myself lucky having to learn these magnificent modules. Seriously, this is what keeps me coming to school. Thank you god!

2007-09-18T15:50:00.000+08:00

1. The person who tagged you is - EJAT!

2. Your relationship with him/her is - Cousin of mine.

3. 5 impressions you have of him/her - Sorry I have 10 to write and you only want 5.

4. The most memorable thing he/she has done for you - Holy shit! Ejat you remembered the kampung incident?! When me and yas was playing game?! hahaks.

5. The most memorable words he/she has said to you - Ermm, I remembered everything.

6. If he/she becomes your lover, you will - I'll break up and patch up till everyone dies.

7. If he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be - I was teasing luhh! he's my cousin and he has got nothing to improve on, he's cool enough.

8. If he/she becomes your enemy, you will - If anyone becomes my enemy, i'll their enemy too. -.-"

9. If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be - NIL, anyone can be my enemy for no good reason.

10. The most desirable thing you want to do for him/her now is - Get him a bungalow.

11. Your overall impression of him/her is - A close cousin who thinks alike.

12. How you think people around you will feel about you? - Feel that i'm cute. kan??

13. The characteristic you love about yourself is - Patience beyond human range =)

14. The characteristic you hate about yourself is - Impatiet muahahaha!

15. The most ideal person you want to be is - A little better than Azri and little humble than Ayie

1. Ejat

2. Farid

3. Danial

4. Khairuddin

5. Khairy

6. Abu Jihad

7. April

8. Agnes Monica

9. Yenny

10. Shidah

1.(Who is no.6 having a relationship with?) - HAH! Pending.

2.(Is no.9 a male or female?) - Female

3.(If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?) - Why not? hahaks

4.(hat is no.2 studying?) - Gosh I'm still searching for this long lost friend. More than 10 years now.

5.(When was the last time you had a chat with no.3?) - Last month?

6.(What kind of music does no.8 like?) - She's about the same as me.

7.(Does no.1 has any siblings?) - Elder brother & Younger sister.

8.(Will you woo no.3?) - Dok jgn main2 dok.

9.(How about no.7?) - What's past remains the past.

10.(Is no.4 single?) - Attached!

11.(What’s the surname of no.5?) - Mmmm I have no idea.

12.(What’s the hobby of no.4?) - Bikes and Computers.

13.(Do no.5 and 9 get along well?) - Haha havn't seen but they do noe wach other.

14.(Where is no.2 studying at?) - Serious siah, don't get on my nerve.

15.(Say something casual about no.1) - English-man

16.(Have you tried developing feelings for no.8?) - Ouhhh her? HAH! Since I was 14 dude.

17.(Where does no.9 live?) - Queenstown!

18.(What colour does no.4 like?) - He chooses not to tell. I swear

19.(Are no.5 and 1 best friends?) - Hahaaa I could say starting to be one.

20.(Does no.7 like no.2?) - Last warning ehh.

21.(How did you get to know no.2?) - First and best schoolmate in life. Princess ElizabethPrimary School.

22.(Does no.1 have any pets?) - Used to have a hamster! Both of us!

23.(Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?) - Hahaha ask the dome kids.

2007-09-16T11:38:00.000+08:00

I need a job
A part time one
Just for one week
Anyone needs a gigolo?
HAH! No way I'm gonna breach to that limit.

2007-09-08T00:28:00.001+08:00

Fate is something which can't be delayed.
Sometimes I wonder when will retribution be played?
Should it be now, I'd be glad to watch.

But you never doubt the god's power.
Shit happens and I've no choice but to let it be.
Not trying to prove anything here but,
3 months is finger countable.

I'm depressed but hey,
I don't cry over spilt milk.
Someone will just have to clean it up.
How clean? Guess how depressed I am?

2007-08-31T23:20:00.000+08:00

It's such an emotional day today. 31st August 2007. The last day of my attachment in Jurong Port. Never would have thought it'll pass by this fast, with such unexpected impact. I took attachment very lightly, and wasn't interested in the Port's work at all. Untill recently, I came to know how nice they can be. Its not only after my 3rd month, that I'm close enough to call my colleagues, friends. With a minimum age of 40, I'm glad to know them and I will never forget them. For a male working environment in my office, of course I'm tired of seeing the same things. I witnessed 3 brawls within the office on different occasion, 3 attachment students from NTU who came only for 3 months *pfft*, 2 resignation, the shape of a pregnant woman's tummy and of course the changes in Port prior to time, complains and problems. I planned to surprise them with a 'thank you' card today, but they're much sleeker than me. They had me in total shock and touched with something they bought me. Rifdie said, maybe I was pampered too much. I think that it did struck me with the fact that I AM afterall being pampered there. It has been years since they last saw an attachment student in the office. I, in the other hand was being such a smiley as advised by Capt Ashok. All these made the bonding much tighter.

I would like to give a special thanks to all my colleagues for sharing their experience in life, knowledge in marines and all the possible help i've received. While I'm at it, I would like to wish all the teachers regardless of any subjects or modules a wonderful teacher's day for 2007. You guys deserved the day. All the best in enduring our nonsensical behaviour plus the hard-to-understand-attitude. So lets feast in, to the pictures i've taken on my precious last day =)

2007-08-26T20:41:00.000+08:00

Shit happens even when you don't really need it. Who needs a shit anyway? I don't need that from you even if i want a bad day. I've had enough to tolerate with. So please don't be a such a sweety and drop those burden on me. Its fair that the dog is not whining and the cats aren't scratching.

I've yet to receive pics from sundanese dinner! Shidah has the cd and I'm so gonna catch her! hahaks. After sundanese dinner pics, its the speakeasy pics! Gave this bright idea to Izza on taking pics at the corridors and its beautiful! I'm longing for that particular pic. Untill then, i think my post looks awfully plain. I've got a lot of update for memories, but I can't recall?!

-.-"
wtf

hahaha.

2007-08-12T21:34:00.000+08:00

Happy belated b'day Singapore! Once again, I took the pledge together with over 4 million citizen here. What a patriotic moment that was. Planned to say it with gusto and pride, but I was over at tsun's crib. hah! Should I remain at home that night, i'd be singing the national anthem too mind you. So yesterday was a day of celebration for Mdm Hasnah, for her 10years of service for the Wlds CC. She got the best applause during her prize presentation witnessed by hundreds of people.

We celebrated at the PA Holiday Complex located at Pasir Ris. Bbq was the starter, followed by games, huffs & puffs and few of us went to enjoy ourself at Pasir Ris Park. For an adult like us, honestly we haven't played there before! Since everyone admitted that it was our first time. Fun we had there was memorable, and that night's ride home was even more than expected. Tsk tsk, now I'm down with sneezes. Bless You!

2007-08-06T20:17:00.000+08:00

Saturday was my first Baybeats! and shit, it was worthwhile. Enjoyed well that night and smoking fun! saw the first moshing, "brutal" body surf and last but not least, fanatics. The crowd was overwhelming. And I saw many more strange behaviours than I actually could absorb. That night was a night for those photographers expecting something considered unexpected. A Vacant Affair! You guys rock!
And Sunday was the National Day dinner performance from Wlds CC representative. I saw an eye-opening performance from the riverside students. Hahaks. Seriously eye-opening. Keep the traditions up boys!

2007-07-28T16:58:00.000+08:00

Saturday's the only day that I could wake as late as i'm happy with. BUT! I was woken up early today. pfft. Followed my family to Lavender for the passport extension and off we go to Geylang market. I'm not a common visitor to markets, so that simply makes me a deer in a village. But i'm a filial malay child indeed *winks*, I used to go for market sprees when i was young. As i'm getting older, I just don't think I fit in the market zone. Not untill today! Kinda enjoyed myself. For no good reason of course. I just did.

What I can relate Geylang market now is, to Ministry Of Sound! hahaha. how well can u find malays all around at once?? Other than Geylang market, why of course it M.O.S! hahaks (maybe i'll put mosque as an exception for now). The reason simply is, that there's Mats & Mins and the crowd there is suffocating enough. For all the malays that think i'm an idiot, hey i'm a malay too bro. The fact remains as a fact. We're downgrading our status.

The world is made with imperfections.
What makes you think you are?

2007-07-23T22:33:00.000+08:00

me and khairy did it today! phew, truckloads worth of worries dat it might not happen as it seems finally broke loose. may u have the happiest b'dae rahil! enjoy the cake! hahaha. and not forgetting my 2nd twin i've known! happy belated b'dae ain! hahaha enjoy life u budak kecik. *snort*

i'm so eager to update on SMA day, and harry potter wif ejat and family chalet at aloha loyang. but i'm lazy at the same time =)

muahahahah. i wanna get slimmer than now!

and i'll say the same tmr, followed by tmr.

and it continues like a cycle.

2007-07-11T23:07:00.000+08:00

we won in poly50! congratulations for 3 SMA teams which got into top 10 of about 150 teams! hahaks. my group got 7th place and its really a big big acheivement. i'm really proud of SMA people! we cheered in one voice and dats so roar-ing. muah muah. love u people!

2007-07-08T21:43:00.000+08:00

sma day and poly50 is coming up. i have frens not replying to my msgs so as to inform me whether they can make it to my soccer team. fine. i'll have my alternative.

saturday was live green day! we wore green as planned and urged. went to play pool at lucky. has been awhile since i played. and i lost yet again to ejat! hahaha u damn wretch! and so dat was a day me and ejat became extra matured. dun ask but we are wad we are.

reminder: wads meant for under 16, remains for above 16.

2007-07-03T20:42:00.000+08:00

30th June and 1st July was spent at east coast wif frens. we had a whole lot of fun (god knows) from the beginning right to the end. its been a while since we met and enjoyed together and dis picnic actually made us closer. somehow.

i met 2 babies on the same day and they're shiraz and ryan. very very adorable indeed =). perhaps, they are the one who made me smile the widest yet. hahaks. pictures are absolutely not ready to be posted. but i suppose i'll get it soon. there's a bunch of quality pics of me! hahahaha.

i'm lost for words actually.
have not been blogging like i've used to.
pfft.

2007-06-26T20:35:00.000+08:00

u may have an idea on how ur fren are today but never tmr. if u think dats true, u're on the same vessel as me. u can never expect never-ending-friendship but u can always slow down the death by giving jabs of antibiotics. in dis case the antibiotics can be relate as respect. for a modern world we're living in now, its kind of expected having to noe how little these people posses. nevertheless changing anyone is not a factor, having to accept the new person can be more to a fear.

cssp camp over the weekend was something i'm grateful to be part of. i get to spend time wif friends and also entertain-ed. its was the first time for me to aid in the campfire preparation. it was me, khairy, tsun, abg ali and wayne who made it a success. ouhh and also sergeant jamil for the puddle ditching technique! the hardwork and perspiration finally paid off after mdm hasnah lit the structure. the piercing heat and gleaming flame made me smile la sey! hahaks.

to any random god creations out there;
the air dat u breathe
its the same as mine
we are no different

2007-06-12T21:19:00.000+08:00

i've decided. i'm keeping my hair long back again. hooray! maybe i can prove sumone how softer my hair can be more than hers hahaks. apart from dat, i'm sick of wax-ing up my hair daily. it feels so spoilt. and so, recently i did not set my hair for work and i'm applauded wif various comments! hahaks. i love my jurong port colleagues!. here are some of the sayings...

- wahh! today u look different!
- ehh nari mcm decennnnt jer..
- ehh lu jambu uhh nari!
- wahh today u "gel-less!" not "jealous" uhh
- ehh?! wax finish uhh??
- HALO brudder! u look different today!
- ehh amacam nari mcm lainnn jer
- wahh?! today ur hairstyle different uhh
- how come ur hair never stand up today??

hahaha fuck u bitches! -_-"

2007-06-02T22:41:00.000+08:00

dis is a self-birthday post.

i would like to thank the great and only one for having me here still alive for 19 years. it has been a wonderful life wif ups and downs. the ups is the time when i must always remember to thank you and the downs is a thank-able situation too. it maybe an angel in disguise. for once, i thought dat dis 19th birthday will not be a celebrated one. i have my family in m'sia, waking up in the late morning to walk under the scorching sun getting my breakfast. i felt insignificant. but still i do remember its a blessing in disguise.

moments later, i have my cousins calling me for a movie treat. moments before dat, my dad sent a msg saying happy birthday, and the msgs keeps coming in. be it sms, msn, friendster, calls and tagboard. i appreciate it wif my upmost respect to u guys. its impossible to list down the infinite names. u guys noe well who u are and u deserve the thank you's from me. and not only dat, i received a call from my mum and she's back in SG! we'll be celebrating afterall. =)

dat kitty in shrek! i adore u! hahaha.

thank you taggers!

aishahh
ananthi
rose
sakinah
lynn

2007-05-29T22:31:00.000+08:00

yes i did not attend work today! and gosh, i've had a wonderful time in school. so i met capt ibrahim like finally! we had a nice session of exchanging views. and he's such a crapper. full of bullshits. but still he's sumone fun to be with. i was there at dover train stn by 1025hrs and walked my way to the SMA building. first person i saw? who wud have thought? WEI DA! muahaha. okay then i saw RAIN! and the list goes so on and so forth. after the session wif capt ibrahim, went to mcDonalds to search for the others and managed to get ayun and gang.

chilled wif them for the whole afternoon before meeting capt chit as promised over msn hahaks. so i gave him sum notes to consider and he's actually gonna teach it to the year ones. am i cool or wad?! hahaha. then i'm off to meet tsun to get myself my own advance b'dae present wif my money at yishun. and i'm glad i got dat thing. cos it replaces my misery la seyy. huhuhu.

on the recent sunday was a meet up wif the hi hop peeps at streetfest 2007 at cathay cineleisure! and damn i miss them lots. hugs hugs =). hope to see u guys again dis thurs at plaza singapura ya? ouhh and on day very recent sunday, me, aphyik and amir just have to get a little more laugh than we used to have to. cheers to u guys!

ps; amirrrr dis sunday ader kendarat! jgn lupaaaaaaaa!

i wassss listening actually.

2007-05-23T19:47:00.000+08:00

today's the last day of my 2 days medical leave. how i wish it cud be longer hahaks. but yeah, i'm missing the dudes at Jurong Port too. i watched mtv artist of the month recently and for sure its Avril Lavinge! i got to noe lotsa stuff bout her and shit, its damn interesting. u noe her songs which is supposed to be sad? ouch, she wrote it beautifully. but when i watched her in the concert, hahaks her face can't be bothered wif the emotions though she does have much the crowd attention every now and then. she's the only punk chick i love la sey. for now, she's the only artist i'm gonna get the cd. other than dat, aren't ALL songs downloadable? huahua.

i've had dis conversation wif zima at msn the other day.
cracks me up la you!

z i m a says: ok...how abt u konon2 terlanggar dier...

z i m a says: den u say oops!

arrivederci. says: -.-"

z i m a says: you look pretty..

z i m a says: i like u

z i m a says: can i knw ur name?

z i m a says: im ayie

arrivederci. says: HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHAHAHAHA

z i m a says: hahaha

z i m a says: u want my no??

arrivederci. says: weiii dats a good idea actually u noe!

arrivederci. says: hahahahah

z i m a says: i live in wdls

z i m a says: hahaha

arrivederci. says: dats so straight forward -.-"

arrivederci. says: BUT I LIKE!

arrivederci. says: hahahaha

z i m a says: of course la..my idea wad??!

hahaha see wad i mean? she is a cousin's gf who has a love agency. or was it love spy agency? nyahahaha well at least i'm thankful dat i dun follow syirik ways. those are unforgiven shits i'm telling u. and in fact, i'll follow zima's advise muahaha.

2007-05-20T22:31:00.000+08:00

in life there's two type of friends. there's one who will be there wif u and the other will take things for granted. in a whole, they are both still friends. friends whom u'll enjoy to be wif. i dun mind frens who takes me for granted but shud u think i took u for granted, please do alert me.

so i went to meet the poly mates on friday nite after work. slacked by the bay and snapped amazing nightmode pictures. unfortunately the pictures are not well edited to be posted just yet. but it shudn't take too long to be done. just a simple light play will do. we chatted among ourself and i showed a magic trick to rifdie! muahaha. brudder terpegun seyy! on saturday, i was hit by a fever! sheesh. took sum pills and was asked to meet the rest at jurong. we went IMM and to Jurong Entertainment Centre to have a game of pool. very fun indeed! hahaks. and later dat nite we had a DVD party at tsun's crib. we watched 'pochong 2'. and dang, it was scary! not shocking but scary! the house was full of dome ppl! it was about 15 dudes and one princess. huahua.

today i had a badminton session wif ejat! we sweat! hahahaaaaa. it was fun untill competitiors came. we played a few games wif them and chilled at about 7. its a home sweet home for me now. i've realised dat i haven't been spending time at home as much as i used to. guess i have to kick the habit of being influenced! hahaks.

23rd May 2007. the most anticipating match of the year happening in athens.
LIVERPOOL Vs AC MILAN

may the best team win!

2007-05-16T23:47:00.000+08:00

thank god for appearing a maven before my eyes whom i've known for 5 solid years. my internet was a little cocked up minutes ago and now i'm back on raging fire. so lets welcome dis netizen back alrites? wooohuuu! yeah baby and boy i sure do have loads to update but i'll just have it summarised. i've been indulged wif loads of hokkien language recently. and its a fun fact to noe it. u dun have to listen to ah peks scolding u, u can now understand them! only wif ear and heart bruises.

i can't help to think dat i'm a pessimist! i'll always see the bad things coming. worst still, i would like to witness an accident and yet be the person to help first. i think its wrong to do so. well its not dat i think it is, but hell it's not supposed be to good thinking in dat manner. now lets have a big shout out to the chinese garden angel. u noe who u are, but i doubt dat u'll be anywhere near dis complicated blogspot. but in 0.01% u might just pop in here? hahaks let me see u smile =)

crazy for this girl - evan and jaron

2007-05-06T00:38:00.000+08:00

went to vivo after work on friday wif frens! and snapped sum ridiculous photos. blearghh hahaks. followed tsun to send ejat and izza to esplanade on dearie saturday. they have an appointment wif the theatre. having the four of us to the car, damn it was musical enuf joking around! i had a petty squabble wif izza today. aiyooohh. i'm so sorry luhh. guess dats my natural self. and all those care & concern was sincerely my sincerest to u to make it up okays?

next up was meeting hairil and slacked for a puff or two by the bay. realising dat its fucking bored, we decide to mellow out by eating at bukit gombak's alif restaurant! spicy spicy food we had before heading home. managed to catch the last 30mins of liverpool's game just a moment ago. lets not speak about the scores but wad really tickles me was the commentator's "wad the fuck are they doing?!"

hahahaks nice one!

2007-04-30T23:49:00.000+08:00

in a few mins time, its gonna be 1st May! Labour Day! hehe so it purely means no work tmr! how grateful am i to be celebrating dis for real. i still have no plans for tomorrow other than the jogs. perhaps i shud be sleeping more eyy? hehe. anyways i miss my classmates from SMA. see u guys dis friday ya? hopefully. and get well soon fadhuli! kecoh uhh lu bole accident pulak. hahaks.

2007-04-28T01:08:00.000+08:00

strange strange. tot i updated my blog yesterday but i dun see any difference. anyways, i've been helping someone on clearing the conscience of love. and i've made a theory! hahaks okay dis is my opinion, it always goes much easier when u make ppl love u rather than trying hard to love her and expects her to love u too. isn't dat so true? well at least for me.

enuf bout love. i'm frustrated seyy. i've got my camp pictures! BUT! its burned in a dvd! not a normal cd! now i can't view it. sheesh, dis shows dat ppl are upgrading while i'm still in my 70's. but i dun see any reason for me to upgrade yet. dis is just enuf =)

2007-04-19T22:40:00.000+08:00

went on a cement vessel recently as there was a complain from the master regarding a damage done by the cement company's bulldozer. it was a minor but there's much story to it. so there i was wif my enforcers in dis room which looks like the most well equiped room of the vessel cos it has computers!

hahaks so the chief officer agrees dat its a minor problem and wants the consignee to pay for the damage but, the chief officer says he can have his crew to repair it instead of seeking external help. and where will the money from the consignee go to? pocket? ummm in the consignee case however, he keeps finding way to deny dat its his bulldozer which cause the damage. and finally he asked the chief officer to compromise and not to charge them for any compensation. we left in the middle of their talk cos obviously bribery is happening.

but before the consignee came, we had a chat wif the chief officer experience in sailing life. he told us a whole lot of real life pirates encounter. sheesh. they are armed wif guns! and they can steal lots and lots of valuable in only 3hrs. malacca straits is the concentrated area. and shockingly, at the southern part of phillippines, there's indonesian pirates too. and at times they're a mixed of m'sians and indons.

i've been watching dis movie lately. with a super cute actress. mandy moore.
its a super sweet story line plus a few of ticklish moments of cute-ness.
it may not be the latest movie but its worth watching dudes.

A WALK TO REMEMBER

2007-04-16T21:22:00.000+08:00

saturday saturday saturday! is the best day luhh. and i sound like ain. SATurday is the best day! hahaks. okay very well, the whole of sma ppl went to sentosa yesterday. well actually not all of us. sum unfortunately cudn't attend. so it was a day out wif the campers, group leaders and organising committee of the FO camp. luckily myron was there! hahaks. and his gf came by soon after. had a mouthful of sands, in our ass crack, armpits, belly buttons, hairs and places u might not want to noe. we managed to keep the volleyball bouncing till 20! and its so much difficult i'm gonna tell u. i regretted starting the game. we can't touch the sea till we reach 20! urghh. and my board shorts got torn in the process! i must find a replacement. i dunno bout the others, but my fun is remarkably more! huhuhu. if u noe wad i mean.

and surprise surprise not only sma ppl are there representing SP, but mls ppl are there too. they're celebrating sumthing i guess. and i tot sarah is there! i called and called. tapi takde punnnn. huahua. and like always, malays fighting wif malays. and they were fighting in the toilet! cool ishh. i was just leaving the cubicle. words of fury was heard coming from only one side. and so, its not my sma ppl business. had them leave the toilet and meet the rest. went to vivo's banquet to have my dinner wif faris and farhan. u guys must try the cockles kway teow! only thing which is not cooked well is the cockles. other than dat, seeing it will make ur saliva dripping! after dinner, sum of us decide to play arcade. well pools my game though. no arcade for me. soon after me, faris and farhan played pool, comes the competition. alvin and rain! haha i lost to rain! wad a day! and now i've got to go back to working life.

toooodles.

2007-04-08T21:30:00.000+08:00

aahhhh, the word is finally. i'm home sweet home. and so my ratings for the 4 days 3 nights SMA Freshmen Orientation Camp is... Super Wonderful!! and its bcos of my wife and kids for the confined time hahaks. my group was called CETEA known to be a type of fish. my partner was yee aung and my kids are,

- thonderes
- ren jie
- serene
- elaine
- hafiz
- mus
- syah
- myron

all the thoughts of lame kids did not come true but i'm blessed wif super cool kids. thank god. for the first day, when we got to noe our kids, we are to bring them for an ice breaking game and for sure they are the shy people. i was shocked only to get 6 campers wif me (myron and thonderes came the next day). but still we had to carry on. so we made our own cheers, flags, shared jokes and interact well. and its only my first day dat i need to sacrifice for my grp. dat sacrifice was no ordinary one mind u. sheesh just for u guys man.

on second day, we went to poly marina. gosh i miss dat place! i heard capt sahwan was in charge!! but he's not there! arghhh! wasted!! i miss him sia! hahaks. so it was the first jetty jump for the kids and a whole day of wet games. after which in school, we played treasure hunt to claim stuff for bapok nite. it was fun fun funnnnyy! haha the kids start to talk more and joke more! dats cool! if my previous GL cudn't stand daryl's laughing, i seriously cud not stand myron's either!! HAHAHA damn dat kid! and he's our bapok! after decorating him, he wants me to be the "PIMP" or manager for him. and so, as a dad i helped him hurhurhur. he was superbly outgoing, funny and every girls seriously loved him. sum said he has japanese eyes, cute and he's like a charm. wadda hell. wad i noe is dat he's damn funny!and did i tell u he played for geylang utd under 18? haha our next SMA Soccer team target!

on the third day... wuuuu huuuuu! there's nightwalk and the kids are not to noe about it throughout the whole camp till the day. i am to become an old man sweeping the floor. i never knew it cud be scary but (u'll see the comments i got hahaks). i was shocked to see myron and mus appearing first. hahaha daring dok! when i scared them, the blaaardy myron go and laugh. waddahell toot? haha and so the scaring goes on and on to the 20th pair. it took us bout 3hrs to finish the nightwalk. if its scary for the camper to walk, its scary enuf for me too, to stand only wif faris and scare campers. we are obviously disturbing and agitating the spirits itself. but things must go on for the campers to experience and make them feel the school eerieness at nite. done wif dat, i went shower wif ayun, faris, izzad and usmani. smoked in school like no one business.

last day, which is today. it was memorable. through out the days we spent, lots of things happened. on the third day when the groups are supposed to play water captain's ball are cancelled, it was changed to normal captain's ball. i'm darn proud of cetea for winning it first! they showed pure teamwork plus skills for a bonus! and not forgetting, there was a fight too after the final game. it's hard to believe but the fight was between my grp and shidah's grp. my kid mustaqqim may have elbowed her kid a little during the game and dat kid looked suffocating for breath. when the game ends, mus decide to say sorry but the only reply he got was a push. now now, myron saw the whole thing. and i respect u myron! for fighting back for mus! hahaha wad i can say is dat. My Team is Made Up of Gangsters! and myron wad the hyped one! hahaha. all of them are prepared to give a piece to dat fella's face but as a GL me and shidah separated the huge grp in a swift.

today, when the GLs sung the goodbye song together, i felt sad leaving them. sheesh. its only 4days and 3nites but i feel the bond. when we took our pics, we had our last jokes and laugh. they gave me SMA caps they received sod at i cud sign on it. at the end of the day, i'm touched to see how they were touched by me and yee aung's love for the 4 days. we may not win the best group award but we won the loudest group. started off wif six campers, ended wif eight. we start cheer wif eight campers but the rest of the groups love the cheer we made dat they echoed after us. thank you a lot ppl of SMA! i love u guys. before they are officially released, papers wif various GLs, helpers and organising commitee name were written on blank papers. its then passed around to the campers to let their heart out. now i'm touched by wad i saw =)
here are wad they wrote followed by who wrote it.

-very funny GL - anonymous
-crappy GL (fun loving) *smileys* - elaine
-old man, well done!! - roon
-i love ur breakdance moves... - amron
-cool ghost act man luv it. stay cool. keep breaking! - syah
-helloo!! =) u are the scariest ghost man. hahaz. myron number II, u two luft the same one hahaz. - serene
-OLD MAN! CLEANER! HA! - anonymous
-b-boys - anonymous
-hello! this guy laugh at me a lot of time during bapok night hahaa.. - farhan
-cindy love (heart shape) you - ariff. (cindy is his bapok nite name)
-wah! this guy potential sweeper! XD jk! - hadi handsome
-a fun guy to be with! haha! - myron

AWWWWWWWWW i love u guys! gimme 11 FO claps! haha. btw heres the reply for my lovely taggers!

zima - hahaha sorry u cudn't! weeeehehe cos my grps are the best! and there's no point swinging now!
ananthi - hahaha heard dat macha? she said it!
rose - done sistaaaa! hahaks
glav - macha well said! hahahaha and i wanted to be a helper luhh
zafirah - hahahaha the shape is unique! kan kan?
fique - i've always wanted to be a helper luhh bro. GL is too tough but now, hahaks its fun actually u see.
mally - hahahaha weeeiii dis is art my dear. i saw ur pics too okay. blueaks wakaka.

ps; i hope pics can be uploaded by the photographer soon! i think rain from sma looks pretty in cheong sam and i'm in deep addiction to camp songs huhuhu.

2007-04-03T22:01:00.000+08:00

okay heard of the latest news? i was at work today and i got a call. it was arun and he's there to inform me dat i'm no longer a helper but a freaking group leader instead! wtf?! just wad shud i do if my grp's lame? change the aura? dats like taking my lungs out along wif my intestines and swinging it just like a cowboy! i'm so not prepared for dat sheeshh. if only naim is my partner hahaks. wud be the best then. anyways lets just wait and see how my grp looks like dis thurs yeahh. tonite's liverpool champions league match! good luck reds!

toodles!

2007-03-28T22:45:00.000+08:00

i'm going to sma's freshmen orientation camp from 5th to 8th april! yessa. i used to be the camper, now i'm the freaking helper! hahaks. ayie being helper? i dun think it will help. nyeehahaha. i'm gonna get them kiddos bullied. i'm gonna make them suffer. huahua i dun get official leave from work for nothing u noe. =)

tags reply:

fana - woits i'm not dat big to "rock" the world okay. haha miss u too la dengs!
glav - dat twerp fell into the drain and a brat saved him by the help of a long usb cable. hahaks
rose - ehh? takle ke? muahaha aku nak kahwin, org dier je yg takde luhh. nyp ader byk kan? wakakaka
rome - yo yo yo yo yo u back bro! congrats on the bike licence again ya? take me for a ride sumtimes!
ejat - belanja?? gaji?? i ain't even working sia haha wad talking u bobby? muahaha i'll settle my bills first la aight.
kinah - weeeiii i didn't change luhh hahaha. ayie is still ayie. just wad can i change in seyy? huahua.
sunshine - u're the most missed here okay?! hahaha. dis saturday! a date! yes yes yawww. muahaha and phantom of the opera? enjoy babe!!

ps; kindly please click view on ur internet explorer followed by changing the text size to smaller cos my post look huge in the normal view. thanks mate!

2007-03-27T20:32:00.000+08:00

let's talk about fear. i can't deny i do have fears but come to think of it, shit do happens one day. so at work i was out patrolling wif the enforcers of the day who's mr hassan bakar and mr arrifin. same old uncle2 talks which keeps getting interesting day by day. now the shit happens as we reach berth J4. there's dis typical no life melayu man wif earings at both sides, long curly hair, very short rugged jeans, smoking and not wearing his safety helmet. and to make it a much picture perfect, he was standing right at the wharf, beside the bollard.

now the rules are rules and he must be infringed. he was unaware of us driving near him as he was busy enjoying the sea view. mr hassan gave the company's car horn a slight tap and so he turned in an instance. threw his ciggarette into the sea as if we didn't see it. theres dis two face he showed at dis point of time. an "ouh shit!" face and a "pls sir i wun do dis again!". my enforcer asked for his Jurong Port pass and identification card without any minutes in mind.

since he was standing right outside the passenger seat window, i got the bird's eye-view. he pleaded not to be charged even before my sir asking for his particulars. after much "kasi ic" said, he scrambled to his back pocket in shivering fingers and wet palms. i can hear his sniffing as though its the climax of his tears. the pleading continues forever. and when he finally got his documents back in yet still shivering palms he really gave the breakdown look. i cudn't bear to see it anymore. at the stiff age of about 30s, there's still fear to anything. never will it be seized from our soul.

ayie'

2007-03-25T16:46:00.000+08:00

recently i saw a real man.

recently i saw many many chicks.

recently i saw hypocrite.

recently i've becomed a ghost.

recently i'm listening to dangduts.

recently i've been working.

recently i'm thinking of getting married.

muahaha i love my windows themes!

when will i get my very own vista sia?!

2007-03-20T21:34:00.000+08:00

RULES Each person who gets tagged needs to write a blog post of their own 6 idiosyncrasies as well as clearly state this rule. after you state your 6 weirdness you need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list their multiply id (ataupun yg sewaktu dgnnye) at the bottom of your blog. don’t forget to leave a comment that says "you’re tagged" in their comments and tell them to read your blog for information as to what it means.

Oh, I have to put this in, just in case. This part is optional, I have it, the rest don't.

DISCLAIMER: Please continue reading only if you do not intend to pass judgements about me, or plan to use it against me, because you know I won't feel affected, okay, maybe a little bit.

1) well for whom wud like to noe, i speak to myself while walking home. i usually talk to 2nd ayie bout the future and decide wheter its gonna be good or bad. to be done or discontinued. u noe, things like her. (ps; dun tell my imaginary gf *giggles*)

2) i like to see dead bodies and ponder but i'll flinch every now and then for the next few days.

3) i love to do house chores =)

4) i believe my fats are reaching to an impressive 20mm in thickness. one minute if u dun see me tucking in my tummy, it means i've forgotten.

5) i once fell in love wif my primary school's malay tuckshop auntie. for real!

6) i smell my own fart if it travels all the way up. unlike u guys. eeeeuuuwww.

okay now guys! i want u to do the same as me. pls complete upon noticibly seen dis post and received my tag. deadline - 3days after notice HA HA HA. here are the lucky dudes and dudettes.

- ejat

- izza

- nut cousin

- fique

- mally

- doc

2007-03-18T22:30:00.000+08:00

ouhh gosh. saturday. yesterday. shits happened as though dat its international shitting day. well i went to town wif izza and amir. we started off by going plaza singapura to watch amir's fren dancing for a competition. never did i tot dextrous will be there too. and they qualified for today's finals. so is amir's mate.

as i said, shit happens. first up was at long john. bitches look at izza like she's gonna eat the whole cheese available in LJS. wtf. i was as shocked as her! okay so being young adults, we refrain from arguing and so we proceeded to kfc. things went fine untill, me and izza was giggling about sumthing confidential and izza head just happened, JUST HAPPENED to tilt to her right where a fatso in pink was blocking our view (okay not actually blocking, she has just done washing her hands.) god bless me when i say fatso. cos she's super fatso. a malay fatso in pink. who looks like she's in her 20s?

she mistook us (i suppose) for giggling at her freaking sandals! (yes! sandals!). we were eating and there she was leaning towards our table and says, "excuse me, at least my sandals are .... ... ..."

okays at dat point of time i was like? pfft. first its LJS now kfc? again as adults, we continued eating till aphyik got his. done dat, i finally tot of confronting dat bitch. hahaks sarcastically dat is. but it was okay. sama2 melayu perr.

and so we watched the performance wif amir melting over the purple girl nyeeehaha. as soon as its done, me, izza, amir, ajib and aphyik made our way to cathay cineleisure. and there is where i had my heart melted. pheeeew. period.

and the day went by wif stress pilling over stress. team spider rawks! hahaks

missed chance! pfft.

2007-03-16T22:55:00.000+08:00

a few pics from batam outing =)

2007-03-12T20:03:00.000+08:00

whole of weekends was spent wif cousins and aunties. i was at batam for the recent saturday and sunday. spent the nite at planet holiday. islands was super nice. had dis death threatening experience of slope driving. and towards our departure from the hotel, there's the annual black-out test. muahaha.

on the way there and back, there's so much memory un-erasable. things like "malay nowadays", sumone singing "krayon", father abraham, cow-tipping & boy-tipping and the vroom vroom macam paham. thumbs up for dji-sum-soe! hahaks. the trip to the beach only attracts flies, dogs and crabs. nonetheless, the scenery was a fantabulous one. lunch on stilts restaurant is sure fun. pics are not wif me now. if god permits, izza will send me the pics so we can look at it =)

2007-03-03T23:42:00.000+08:00

so here are sum of the photos i took within the port.

nothing to boast about.
just wanna share wif ya'll sum of the pics *smiles*

2007-02-26T19:34:00.000+08:00

first day at work!

it was so slack for me and kyla dudes! okay we met at 0745hrs, chinese garden train station. the company bus came at about 0755hrs. took the bus together wif rachel and we separated at the main gate. me, kyla and hanisah went straight to the admin building. waited for Mr. Mak at the meeting room. spent about 1hr doing absolutely nothing as Mr. Mak have to photocopy our identification wif his favourite mug at either one of his hand. so in dat time i decide to call and check on the rest of the classmates. here are the list of slackers today.

-rifdie
-glavin
-ricky
-ahmad
-man

first day intensive work will have to be

-nas
-saiful
-teresa

i didn't manage to check out on the rest though. soon after hanisah have to go to her department, me and kyla were sent to a larger meeting room and there they are, the bigshots. they interviewed a lil of here and there. explain about the 2 projects separating us. honestly they are very nice ppl. well at least for the first day. me and kyla had an early lunch, and wait at the customer service room before being tour-ed at the port itself. its a woaaaahh feeling. can't wait to board the ship hahaks. kyla insisted dat i have the challenging project and so i'm gonna need ur help guys from DMTM!! and chit htwe!! after the tour we are left on our own and so, me and kyla wasted our time by going for an hour bus ride to jurong train station to get my ciggies. and we came back to the admin building only to sleep at the couch. seriously i looked like a working man seyyy hahaha. pardon me.

hope tmr will be better!

2007-02-23T23:40:00.000+08:00

how mundane dan attachment be for me?
it's not even my first day at work but i'm certain dat i'll be bored. just like being tortured a hundred and one ways by the japs. i called rachel who's a fren of veggie. she's in the previous batch located at my attachment site. she's telling me how bored it is! and i'm so not prepared for dat. gaining experience is wad i'm looking for but instead? i'm just showing presence. pfft. i've deleted sum ppl in my friendster list. dun be too stoked alrite. maybe cos i dun noe u, neither do u. and u are not showing any effort to introduce urself to me. so dats it. dun waste my friend space.

The minimalist chooses!

2007-02-20T21:48:00.000+08:00

i'm been reading glavin's blog recently. man am i proud of macha! keep up the good work yaaa hahaks. my sunburn is finally giving in so i'm no longer feeling turbided! yessaaaa

been thinking how people kept their blogs vivified. cos i'm feeling all those starlight now haha. so i went to east coast pit 4 area B on my weekends. spent the chinese new year hols there by the beach. i got sick and didn't have dat much fun although the fact dat i had sum cycling session hahaks. the countdown to attachment is finger countable. ergggh its trailing butterflies to my stomach again. dammit! wait till i've come to my graduation day, traffic police test, and my ns enlistment! i'd be gorging out my eyes. urghhh. but still these are all angel in disguise only dat its not disguised afterall. i noe wad the outcomes are gonna be. its for my own good. i wanna be bon vivant person. so dis is my route, my life which i'm pathed to. dun ever feel remorse. cos damn its gonna be hurtful.

think life
think parents
think god

gf?? naaahhhhh

2007-02-17T00:43:00.000+08:00

fadhuli and frens will be off to bintan. i'm not quite sure of the date but bon voyage dudes! ahmad's fren has been a genial one. nice knowing ya'll.

i'll be at east coast for chinese new year bbq pit. wif cousins! ahhh hah! best moments yet. the 6mths of hell is drawing nearer. ppl are inviting me to club around but i just haveto turn them down. been rather busy. wish i cud go though but nyyyeaahh. can't afford to risk it. i'll be looking forward to SMA's freshmen orientation camp though. its gonna be fun! meeting them dudes and dudettes of SMA again. yessa.

i've been freakingly wonder. is relationship a must or is it a cheap thrill? is it more to a liability or more to an asset? is it more to a trouble or more of a pleasure? i've not much say. i've only 2 ex-gf. well i'd rather consider it as 1 actually. so i may not have the thinking of a professional lover sum ppl might say. but i dun see any desperation in need for a relationship? its just another phase in life. though i might miss sumone rite now. i guess when u're not wanted, then u just have to accept it. when there's no chemistry, there's always physics ain't dat rite? feeling in love at start may be taken into considerations. but when it really grows upon u and its far beyond ur stretch, its hurts deep deep inside. u noe u'll have to un-dream the dream. but can u un-love the loved?

ps: ejat's featured in dome's bollywood today! huhuhu

Love is never lost. If not reciprocated, it will flow back and soften and purify the heart - Washington Irving

2007-02-13T00:19:00.000+08:00

here are a few of the sentosa pics!

2007-02-11T00:00:00.000+08:00

went to sentosa today! damn things changed a lot. saiful came earlier than fadhuli. and i have to fetch dat fred perry at the palawan beach bustop. sheesh. and i waited for 3 bus till he's actually there! in the mean time, i played kick scooter at the downhill. ouuuuuuu weee~ fun la! hahaha maybe i shud pick up long boarding. muahaha poser seyy ayie! hmmm spent lotsa quality time wif the SMA-ians minus the leg cramp, its a prestigious moment.

went to meet the hip hop peeps later at esplanade. we celebrated the february babies b'dae. missed the sabo-ing part though. *sobs*. i had my 2nd laughing gas session. dis time i'm truly high. damn i'm thinking i'm the coolest dude from marina square right till admiralty. wearing shades is my craving now! i'm getting one. period. or maybe anyone can get me one. *raised eyebrow*

right now i'm still not over the crux.
untill then, i'm burnt!
sunburn!

2007-02-08T23:37:00.000+08:00

woke up late today wif a cheeky reason! huhu. okay its not dat late mind u, only 11am. see?! only 11am okays. so i was woken up by teresa's thank you msg on my birthday wish for her. and well again hahaks, HAPPY B'DAE TERESA! met tsun at civic centre to re-new his PDL. done dat, we went to zap it! favourite dok! haha he wants it laminated. we walked here and there and we saw ejat! yayyyy we spied on him muahaha. coolness! then the 3 of us went to dome and slacked by the bay. played poker and had fun us cousins huhu.

i've been thinking lately. am i not pellucid enuf?? i feel dat i'm just like a penguin who wud like to have the skill of flying. yes honestly i may look like a lazy dumb. but i dun keep quiet for nothing. i'm not showing my eagerness. neither am i showing my loss of interest. i just dun feel i'm blessed. i'm not even suppose to be thinking of flying. its just way too high for me. i quit. i dun feel there's any diff in pursuing dis.

there will still be smiles but there's just no more waiting.
no more.

2007-02-05T00:47:00.000+08:00

3rd February 2007

i played soccer in the wee morning wif 'expresso'. its been a long time guys. and we sure had fun. i've got to noe lotsa things after a few hours of talk wif them. one of the thing dat they shared was ohh-so-shocking to me. geeees scary plus awestruck. but later at 5pm, i met firwan and aphyik both at diff train stn platform. we went to meet the rest of the dsc at centrepoint. we had dsc's photo-shoot at dis disclosed place where no human shall noe. for whom who does! thou shalt die! die!. wicked huh? hehe okays so we had dis first experience on a cool place. wud think of going there again for my personal pics. of cos wif a cool cameraman hahaks. thanks to amir i've learnt sum cool skills in photo-editing and photo-taking. and not forgetting redha. as usual, we chilled at yp and went home rather early.

4th February 2007

i did not leave home at all! i did not smoke at all! woooo~ unbelievable liao. i had fun watching tv, tv and tv. finally i get to chat wif YOU! thanks for the alert huhuhu. had wonderful time wif my siblings and asked mum bout her kids life after watching "KOTT". was kinda morose upon hearing her story when late grandma's alive. but then again, glad things are fine *smiles*. we watched Singapore vs Thailand's 2nd leg together today though dad's working. was fun and i helped her today! hahaha baik arr ayie!

twenty years from now you will be more dissapointed by the things that you didn't do than by the ones you did so. so throw off the bowlines. sail away from the safe harbour. catch the trade winds in your sails. Explore. Dream. Discover. - Mark Twain

2007-02-01T01:17:00.000+08:00

i'm back from 2nd singapore soccer match. it was the ishhh. as usual, there's the hoo haaa here and there. we were thrilled at times and jumping in excitement. there's dis feeling u'll have when u watch it live at the stadium itself. well i believe dis is the last ever game to be played in kallang stadium before it is to be demolished. was proud to be sitting there at its last moments. such a memorable place. though i've been there only at a few occasions, it seems to carry much ups and downs. looking at the benches, walls, lights and field. woahh such a beautiful thing to singapore. if only i cud take a picture of it when it's not occupied and further more during sunset. ohh gosh. two words, PicturePerfect

affiq has been thru his 2nd day of attachment. upon hearing his oppotunities to meet clients and handling a multi-million project, gosh i wud wanna to experience dat! but there dis tingling thoughts of scared and timid-ness. how am i to cope when my studies aren't dat good too? just hope dat my attachment wud be enriching, slow and steady.

i'm still waiting for the blossom of my life *smiles*

2007-01-27T00:33:00.000+08:00

and yessa! exams over wooooooo~ i've snipped my hair baby. huhu tmr's a big day for singapore. ohhh pls let there still be tickets for sale. pls pls. i'm feeling patriotic rite now *giggles* i'm so wanna post my pics at memorable poly marina but i havn't retrieved it yet! blearghh. 4pm kallang mrt okay kawan2!

i'm not giving up okay! *winks*

2007-01-21T21:43:00.000+08:00

alrite! i'm seeing lotsa inspiring msn nicks from my classmates lately. its all on examinations tmr onwards. no more emo nicks! huhuhu. and now i'm inspired. let it be a whole week of mugging and then pay the price by clubbing? muahaha. i wun be msn-ing for monday till thursday then! *hmph*

and now, back to my lovely accounting *rubbing notes to cheek*

2007-01-17T22:27:00.000+08:00

i had a nonsense chat wif my nonsensical freshman orientation camp group leader naim just a while ago. can't believe we cud come up wif such nonsense crap. haha but it makes me go hyper and continue being a nonsense follower too. damn dat slacker! haha

dammit says:
aku tau
arrivederci. says:
tau takpe
dammit says:
tak tau tanyer~.
arrivederci. says:
aku tau tanya
arrivederci. says:
saper kata aku tak tau tanya?
dammit says:
ader ah org bastard nie
dammit says:
aku tgh jalan2 skali, suddenly dier toleh kat aku pekik.. 'ayie tak tau tanyer!'
dammit says:
lagi sikit kau nak pukol dier seh
arrivederci. says:
kenapa kau tak pukul?
dammit says:
dier tgh naik basikal beb
arrivederci. says:
ouhh lain kali kau pun naik basikal so kau bole at least tanya nama dier
arrivederci. says:
tak baik panggil org bastard
dammit says:
okay lah
dammit says:
tak baik sikit jer

my god! we're such crapper. i've got to start mugging by the way! *flips notes* and not to forget, thinking of things which keeps me smiling *smiles* (see wad i mean?) huhuhu.

2007-01-15T22:58:00.000+08:00

on satuday, me and the SMA boys from SP played soccer against ex-evgians. damn they're good. hahaks nice playing wif ya'll the whole morn to afternoon!. at about evening, the dome kids and i had an adventure to view road. the old mental hospital if sum of u do not noe. our aim, was to explore the old building wif much histories but, we understand dat there's paranormal beings in there. we may have a lil of intentions of encountering it but like aliff says,

"ati tak ati! saper bodo sgt nak gi carik hantu!"

muahaha cool la lu mamat! okay so we went to view road by walking from tsun's place which is our meeting point. while we passed there, there's dis bukit. u noe i noe. i got up and replenish our "ammunition". hahaks okay and we're off there. it was the same as our previous visit but one thing is diff for sure other then the huge amt of ppl going. there's a new gate, signboards saying no trespassing and camera's in the building. dammit!. missed our chance again then. we played cats and dogs wif the security which came as soon as we leaved though. finally we stayed away since trespassing has serious consequences. gosh i dun wanna go to jail muahaha. *winks*

realising my previous post, i always put meaningful quotes before ending my post. i'd love to do dat again. but till my head finds one dats is.

still strong and not giving up *smiles*

2007-01-11T22:53:00.000+08:00

today was a poly marina day. we're at the last 3 weeks. gonna miss dat place. its raining the whole time we were there today. from lunch to the end of day. nice time to ponder around but, its a nice time to play soccer too! yeahh! we played soccer in the rain dammit! its keeps getting heavier time to time. funny trips from fadhuli, nas, saiful, rifdie and ricky. haha and absolutely wonderful tumble between rifdie and fadhuli! love it guys. well done! get those pants sew k bro hahaa. i did tumble a few though. but it was fun. we came late to class on purpose and as usual, got fucked up by chit htwe huhu. but he's cool. i scored nice marks for seamenship practical. next week is soccer again i guess?

we're supposed to be going for jam & hop rehearsal today at 1600hrs but i called marcus to confirm and yeahh, didn't have to attend actually. cos logistics work are mainly done tmr. i'm gonna be busy only at 1400hrs and the closing which is at 2300hrs. u guys pls do come down alrite. it'll be at Singapore Polytechnic, 1700hrs - 2300hrs. i bet the last few hours is gonna be a booming miracle from DJ Rattle! they wants to overnite there in SP. but i've had enuf for now hahaks. i wanna go home! hope i can catch the last train tmr then.

anyways, i'm still not giving up *smiles*

2007-01-10T23:16:00.000+08:00

sallihin! thank you thak you! endless thank you for makin me dis skin! finally, my dream skin. it may look easy actually but hell do i noe a single bit? of cos i do. i dun noe more than dat though muehehe. i like dis skin very very much! those who bother to read my blog pls tag! huhu well at least make it able to be scrolled down. much more nicer. *winks*

i'm not giving up *smiles*

2007-01-08T00:00:00.000+08:00

saturday was a hectic day! spend the whoooole day wif abu, adi and haris! shit sehh haha dah lama tak nmpk korg laaaa. okay abu was the mastermind. he told me the other day dat he will be moving to yishun and i volunteered to be the movers for the day. i told abu to invite the others such as HAFIZ!! but hafiz cudn't make it. so it was only me, abu, his 3 bro's, his dad, haris and adi. we did quite a lot of trips. but it was satisfying. all those times we used to joke, it came alive back hahaks.

okay obviously there's no pics cos its supposed to be fast and tough job. can't afford to take pics, dilly delly here and there.

and i wud personally like to reccommend the song

lfie is wufenordl
its cool laaa!
vsree 4
really true!

tmr's school day again *sobs sobs*

2007-01-05T02:32:00.000+08:00

i've said it

now i can't sleep

2007-01-02T20:35:00.000+08:00

its like finally i did my photoshoot. went to watch luminiq break session 5hrs ago. snap a few pics which i will need to use in my photo essay. been given a due of a month but i choose to use the last few days. the intended time to do it was actually the day i got the assignment itself. see how i procrastinate? gosh dats awful. not dat delighted though wif the pics i took cos its just too plain and the same ambience all around. dis are the consequences of laziness. though i've lots to thank them for their support. thanks frens!

chilled at dome wif tsun, sarah, afiq, redha and ejat came by later. went back home by 8 and now updating.

i'm stressed up. feel like shouting at one's ear but hey i've got better means.

so its basketball time then. taraaa~

ayie's off to shoot sum baskets.

2007-01-01T18:16:00.000+08:00

had my countdown performance last year. honestly the first performance was a sucky one, cos we didn't practice dat much. next performance was wif IDK, and it was a lil better. then was the missed performance wif lady E. it means i didn't manage to perform wif her. shit sia. sorry emma! my hp was wif my fren. then was performance wif dsc where we really had a roll of fucking fun! and lastly was breaking wif phatnatrix! damn it was tight!.

congatulates to ramzie, redha, amir & all the CCs members for making it happen and yes it happened wildly at WOODLANDS! my hometown yeahh! and to all the ppl who likes to make public announcements, make u sure u mean it huh?

i was busy the whole nite. sorry guys if i can't be wif ya'll all the time and had a more than a chat or two. i'm packed wif performance, board hanging/nailing, finding next performer, chair arranging, carrying of stocks, video taking and hell much more. the tense is still there though when i perform. sucks sia. wish all of ya'll a happy new year wif a dream come true for ur resolutions. and if anyone feels dat they're having a bad beginning to new year, guess wad? right now, 1835hrs i've just felt a very bad beginning.

but its okay,

i'm still wishing all of my frens, cousins, family, most of all schoolmates a huge

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

2006-12-30T01:23:00.000+08:00

first of all, december pit was a hell. hell as in fun shit! got to get together wif old peeps and didn't sleep the whole nite. too bad sumone wud really want me too haha. suke ehhh~. well countdown at wlds called "HipHoPaGanDa" will ba such a bomb! invitations are limited. u guys can have the invitations card from me or u can even grab it at the nearest 77th street. as i was told recently. be sure dat if u do have the invitation card, do not lose it! cos if u do, u wun be able to enter the fucking happening show in the arena! lots of performance will be on! the event will commence from 7pm to 1am, 31st december 2006.

so if u lazy bums bums have no where to go, lazy to lift ur butt to go elsewhere for countdown dis year, need to be back early, wants a new flava, pls do come for dis wlds countdown.

invitation cards from me still available but while cards last~

ps, i think bahasa indonesia is sweet and cool~!

byes!

invitation card!

batam!

2006-12-20T21:44:00.000+08:00

batam was such a treat. credits to tsun and family yeahh!

enjoyed myself for the past week. broken my virginity to something i dun wish anyone to noe *giggles*, spend time overseas, had accounting and IT projects in school even though its holidays. urghh. okay the fun was there and the idea was absolutely there. been trying to slim down strictly. and hoped it will continue to go smoothly. batam pic's wif ati! i wud love to have it la cousin! and for sure u pemalas no. 1 to send!

have no idea wad i have in mind for tmr but at nite its a confirmed plan hahaks. though i can't stay long. even if i wud, gotta be wif tsun yeahh. anyways going back early doesn't mean i dun get to enjoy huh? i will if i do. so be it *winks*. dis coming saturday will be cds annual east coast pit. can't wait to catch up wif all of them. we did plan things well dis time round. uh huh dats wad i tot. so it'll be nothing more then skimming for me yeahh. damn i miss dat board!

can't wat for hari raya haji and countdown wooooooo~

byes

2006-12-13T00:04:00.000+08:00

i've just sent my parents down for the m'sia trip till saturday. worse part yet, i'll be in batam saturday onwards wif tsun, ejat, ati and family. i'll be missing you~

dis week's the last week of school. i'll be in 3 weeks worth of holidays. i wish i cud find a part time job by then. get sum cash both for car prac and stuff. cds annual pit is coming soon and chaz is in NS. even though it's been only a few days, mcm dah lama tak nmpk dier! confirm by now he wud've asked me to come down for a puff or two haha. i've got my results for dis semester and thank god the GPA is slightly better than the previous one. i'll be at lavender tmr to accompany tsun reviving his passport expiry date. so if anyone wanna meet me or if u have problems wif me. u noe where i'll be at huh? okay cool. so other than shopping wif tsun, ejat & ati, there's not much to look forward to.

well actually there is.

in fact its a dilemma now.

hope it'll be a peaceful drop
of flowing wind which will
ease my ear upon hearing
dat much needed phrase
to overcome my fear.

2006-12-04T23:47:00.000+08:00

good midnite SG! da fuck u looking at? my post la bongok. huahua. yesterday went to taman jurong CC to witness dsc's & dafam performance. it was WOAHHH! hahaks. half of the performance i was down at the audience seats and the other half was wif tsun and amsya saving the video cam from falling (part time job so far). was fun and i didn't get to eat the bbq. so does tender! wakaka.

and so we're off to esplanade to watch akeem perform. glad i was there. akeem was dope. sleeq was dope. and ya only them so far! and ya, zul mystroe dope as ever! dsc's getting larger yeahh! gong xi tsun! hahaks

annnndd it goes like.

jangan tunggu lama2
nanti lama2
dier di ambil org

*sobs sobs*

hehe. if anyone noe wad i mean yeahh!

2006-11-29T22:09:00.000+08:00

right now i'm dead tired.
been rather a packed day today.

god bless me.

2006-11-27T22:02:00.000+08:00

i've just handed in my photography assignments online.
lessons was the same as the previous meetings.
had my first gym session after such a long hiatus.
gotta be discipline now yeahh. be it studies and body!

and here's sum of the black & white pics i handed in for my assignments!
enjoys!

2006-11-26T04:48:00.000+08:00

i can't sleep laaaa~
can "sumbody" put me to sleep!
damn sleepless nite.

was at speakeasy just now wif dsc and da fam. such a nice feeling meetin' them ppl again.
missed a couple of chance sehh. and chaz 3rd performance really rock!
been listening to gallery for a couple of times now while smoking at my window.
ouuuhhh. fuck the shit man. i dunno even noe wad i'm cursing at.
sigh i got photography assignments to do laaaaa~

i want to sleep, i want to sleep, i want to sleep.

but before dat, gallery first yeahh!

2006-11-22T23:55:00.000+08:00

Ouh bring back~

Ouh Bring Back

My Slim Body

To Me

TO MEEEE~!

2006-11-18T23:10:00.000+08:00

VALENTIA PHLOW

DSC Represent

AYIE huhuhu! *smirks*

BEST PIC TAKEN TODAY!

2006-11-17T02:37:00.000+08:00

HAPPY B'DAE CHAZ!!

today was such a marvelous day ppl! celebrated chaz's 20th b'dae at esplanade by the bay. was cool urh. been such a long time since i saw those ppl. frens from all over the hip hop scene. and funny momento! thanks guys. enjoyed well today. miss breakdancing man haha. watched a few vids at youtube and my previous performances. but i'll have to burn dat thing clinging on my stomach first. seriously dunno how it got there haha.

CLICK CLACK!

2006-11-15T18:42:00.000+08:00

such a hectic exam week. been studying like nuts. was thinking twice of updating too haha. raya wif DaFam was cool as we manage to meet each other back after such a long time. snapped a few pics here and there cos only my twinnie and me brought the camera huhu hua! just reformatted my computer now to windows XP service pack 3! and its damn cool k. the icon looks more neater! erkk and really have a stressed heart right now but i shall never show it out hahaks.

i saw dis couple just now while i was walking home from school. old chinese couple. funny la haha. dun wish to elaborate more cos i've got pics to upload. but i wun show much *bluek*!!

ayie & salihin

ayie & wan

group photo

arghhh dats jid's cute relative!

no comments *winks*

2006-11-07T22:57:00.000+08:00

Just came back from SMA interaction camp recently and it was hell of a fun! it was a 2 days 2 nite camp. Came late as usual! haha. Met affiq and shidah at wlds MRT then off to dover Mrt. reached there bout 1930hrs, and met fadhuli, rifdie & saiful. feldy, the camp chief led us the way to the bags and then of to ice-breaking. da hell?! we already noe most of each other just ample which we dun hahaks. did dat for bout 15 to 30 mins and then off to our bunk. its only the first nite and we're already have our wet games! haha and hagia win! ouhh, and hagia consist of ayie, esther, shidah, welda & sabrina! well of cos everyone wants esther in their grp but she's in mine hahaks. just another typical chinese lady. no big deal la. but she's talkative plus blur! haha a great fren. and same goes to everyone!

as for 2nd day, woke up at bout 0900hrs by jeffry and off to breakfast. right after breakfast, we had balloon burst game, wet games, telematch! and pathetic human table soccer. Freshman orientation camp's table soccer was much more fun. okay and after all dat, its time for the much waited nightwalk at SP. damn! soooo much ghost!. honestly it was shocking to see but not scary. heard lots of different other comments and i lost my voice! got better now though. after the shocking experience, we had our wash up at mobelly and slept till 1000hrs the next morn. had breakfast which is the glorious ever haha. thanks arun! me and fadhuli had to go off early cos we'll be meeting izzabelola. so we smoked outside school and off to home.

met her at about 1400hrs and waited for her till 1700hrs. fadhuli then went of to hazmi's fren open house while me and izza went to meet the rest of dsc at doc's house but we met farz and nadia at wlds ctrl stn first. after doc's house was tsun's house and followed by najib's house. then off to meet chaz at admiralty. redha, wan and ramzie came by then. after a while of killing our 5mins of life, we went home.

now now. till today. i've blog again haha cos of u k! huhu and thanks for dat. it'd be much more dead if it wasn't bcos of u haha. and so we're both adoring "gallery" hahaks. no "biting" huahua. and pluss.

pluss wad??! hahaks

2006-11-01T22:32:00.000+08:00

Just bcos i smoke ciggarettes
just like u do
u're treating me like i'm a
bastard on probation?!

i'm nowhere near
A D D I C T I O N ! !

peace; ayie

2006-10-31T22:19:00.000+08:00

A- You like to curse alot
B- You like people.
C- You're wild and crazy.
D- You have one of the best personalities ever.
E- Damn good kisser.
F- People adore you.
G- You never let people tell you what to do.
H- You have a very good personality and looks.
I- You have a fine ass
J- Everyone loves you.
K- You are really silly.
L- you live to have fun.
M- one to have fun.
N- You are dead sexy.
O- You are one of the best in bed.
P- You are popular with all types of people.
Q- You are a hypocrite.
R- Fcukin Crazy.
S- Easy to fall in love with.
T- You're loyal to those you love.
U- You really like to chill.
V- You are not judgemental.
W- You are very broad minded.
X- You never let people tell you what to do.
Y- one of the best damn bf/gf ne one could ask for.
Z- Always ready.

Got dis from sarah's blog! and she got it from lynn's blog! haha i love linking games weeehuuu~! okay so i spelled both my real name and nick name. wadda heck?! either ways i'm still a fine ass-er! hahaha. chill it chill it.

u guys do the same! put ya names in the captions given and u'll be glad haha.

happy holidays secondary toots!

2006-10-22T15:59:00.000+08:00

aaaaaaahhhh back to blogging! hahaks. i noe u ppl really care for me and always switch off ur com empty handed wif dissapointment cos i didn't update. now now. i'm updating so cheer up everyone! muahaha!

okay2 i've had such a wonderful weekend from 15th october to 18th october. i was selected by my class tutor to go for dis 4days 3 nights camp on board a high class 6 star hotel ship. hehe the camp was called maritime experiential learning camp. wads different about dis is, we get to enter the highly probihited engine room as it is part of the study. damn it was fun in there. and our cabins. haha fun as ever. but onnnnnnnly if u have me in the room haha. and i'm gonna tell u the truth! phuket is heavenly! except for the tsunami struck area. but even now its rebuilt! yeaaaaaa haha. it was such a nice experience and shopping was "bargainingly-cheap!" haha. they dun cheat me. i cheat them! hahahaha *evil grins*. so i guess words will not bring u nowhere! take a look at the pics. cos it explains more than i cud say haha. enjoys~!

p/s: and to u who made me update haha. enjoyssss~!

2006-10-11T00:26:00.000+08:00

2006-09-27T22:24:00.000+08:00

2006-09-21T23:37:00.000+08:00

H A P P Y
B ' D A E
T O
N A D I A & S A R A H ! !
S Y G U G I R L S
S O M U C H

hope u girls enjoy it till the last second of ur big dat aite! errr so wad was i thinking today? uh huh bout unexplainable feelins'.

have u ever;
had dis feelin' where u listen to dis song and felt dat u're still you at the moment the song was released?
had dis feelin' dat u're no longer wanted by ur frens?
had dis feelin' where u noe its wrong but it feels nice doin' it?
had dis feelin' like loving but u noe u ain't getting any?

i used to;
enjoy my life when dat song was at its debut but no longer now.
be quiet and adore wad others adored.
think smartly and not laze around.

appreciate love but now bcos of sum ppl,
i just dun.

2006-09-16T19:23:00.000+08:00

put urself in dis situation, (example bodoh!)

u stepped a nail ;
u can't walk to the clinic ;
u went to ur "fren" house which is nearer ;
u paid wad u're not supposed to ;
u will be doing it again soon ;

damn wad a day.

but it was fun. huhuhu.

2006-09-14T01:57:00.000+08:00

results for my very first poly first semester is out and i'm not satisfied wif it. dun wish to say a thing bout it now. such crappy results.

anyways, i can't wait till saturday. my very first **** huhuhu. i've sum things i gotta let out of my chest everytime i blog. so one thing is. why do ppl tilt their head when they light their ciggies? why? i wonder sia. is it like a tradition? cool-ness redifined? or only "genius" does dat? no big deal man! i light ciggies at the oil pumping station. ain't dat cool or wad?! huhuhu. and i've always have dis fantasy. an under 16 one plsss. have u ever thought wad wud be the immediate reaction when u punch a white collar working class women at the stomach in the middle of orchard road? i was saying dis to ejat earlier during lunch haha. just wad wud they do sia?

okays work was ubberly fun today. went to takashimaya's konikuniya to get mr ma (the big boss) a book on how to profit in bla bla bla. he's a cool guy huhuhu. and sumthing funny happened in konikuniya! haha. okay imagime dis. i was walking in normally checking out wads worth checked out (haha). wad i investigated is dat i was too engrossed in doing dat when i stepped on dis lady's slipper! she was pushing a pram slowly man! and it was accidental! i mean it! i didn't do it on purpose, it was accidental! I REPEAT! ACCIDENTAL! aiyooo i was giving a shocked plus pitiful face to her and kept repeating.

"i'm sorry ma'am, seriously sorry, really really sorry, sorry ma'am, i didn't noe"

i was considering wad ejat told me wad i shud have said. he told me to at least say.

"can i get u a new slipper ma'am?"

for sure dude i can say dat but in dis way, "i'm so sorry ma'am but do u think 3 bucks wud be enuf for a new pair of slippers?" i've just had my lunch sia! how? how? how? hehe. lucky enuf ejat showed me the other exit. haha.

urgh had so much bad lucks today.
i want a better day tmr.
plsss, plsss, plsss.

ayie; slipper snapper (it makes a nice snapping sound though) huhu

2006-09-10T01:39:00.000+08:00

i've been seeing a lot of familiar faces lately. now dat i saw those replicas. kinda miss them. ppl like anis, sarah, tsun and many more! i was like eehhhh anissss! but hell it wasn't her sia. haha but thank god i din't say out. dat girl was like "why is he looking at me so closely?" huhuhu.

by the way u guys noe the veronicas?? one of the girl wif dark hair! she's hot and gorgeous! besides dat, u guys must listen to dis sweeeet song sia! once in a lifetime by shinhwa! damn must be the 2nd best korean song i've heard dude.

my weekly job wif ejat seems great! we had a lot of fun. haha new things every day. wif boss who's unpredictable, fun fun fun aunty & cool colleague. i smoked almost everywhere sia! even office toilets! haha. coolness!.

congrats to mimi for getting married finally. kendarat was fun. had pictures wif the bride and groom as usual and i can't wait for the photos to develop weeehuu! irfan was super cute! arghh i wanna bite him huhuhu. and he's not afraid of me anymore yeahh! babies are the trends now! haha wlds cc was packed wif babies. cutiess. then we chilled at the kopitiam and had western delicacy. tiring day and fun too! i'm one step closer to get my *******! yeahh huhuhu. all the best ayie!

errr my hair's gettin' longer! suggestion on wad to do plss hehe.
to cut a new style,trim or leave it!
i wonder huhuhu.